Realisations - Mutations

I have realised a a few very important things in the course of the past few weeks. The most important being that I have no fear of loneliness, and prefer to be by myself than in bad company. I have evolved from a social butterfly into a closed book.

I have no patience with frivolous and superficial people - especially ladies who think that shoes make the most interesting subject of conversation. They can go on talking about ridiculous topics for twenty minutes (e.g. how expensive, which colours, handbags to match...). Sheer frustration - being at the same place at the same time with people like this. Since I don't expect help from anyone, I usually leave the surroundings to breath a little easier, before I blow them away with my rudeness. (Oh, I realised that I can be extremely RUDE). But then again, why should I waste my time listening to pure utter complete crap. JUST SHUT UP if you have nothing interesting to say.

Guess I'm being hard on people, but my solitude has made me intolerant of CRAP. And how much CRAP is out there in this place, is beyond my comprehension. I suppose my idle chatter can and will annoy someone else - so I beg you, please tell me to shut up if I ever do that.

I feel like wearing a sign (these are my personal favourites)

"Intolerant to Bullshit - Stay Away".

"Intolerant to Jealousy - Drop Dead!"

"Intolerant to Cock & Bull Stories - Sell Them Somewhere Else".

"Intolerant to Terhegeh-Hegeh - Leave Me Alone."

"Intolerant to Lies - Fuck Off!"

I realised I have no patience. I am intolerant to CRAP. I am able to talk nonsense from time to time - but cannot sustain that for long. Conclusion - I have evolved into a "too intense" person. I prefer to shut up and write instead of talking about shoes and handbags. I prefer to listen to my friends' philosophy of life than talk about my personal life, except with very few kindred spirits. I prefer to be alone than to tolerate bullshit people (WOW so many).

Evolved, mutated....